i still look for you
in places
where you caressed me
hugged me
in the shades of lost caves.
i still think of you
in the colours of rainbow
of our first rain
i miss you everyday
yet still i feel
i’m in love with you
with each new breath
i take.
when you left me that day i could not go there with you to drop you one final time because to be honest i would not have gathered the strength to come back leaving you my heart would have bled my breathing would have stopped and my soul would have left me alone
from the other side of the street our soulless eyes meet, we send waves of cravings for our broken hearts to hold but we don’t step forward you stayed back, i don’t move either we walk along the side of the road, we smile at each other, and watch ourselves getting vanished into the distant, this is what has become of us: silent and afraid, forever.
hope is the antidote, the torch that transforms darkness into light, sadness into ecstacy, it is the window through which the sun sends its first ray of light, the womb that gives birth to joy and nurtures it, till it blooms into happiness.
although she was broken she still picked up her smile and wore it like lipstick knowing that the world will make it fake and dry but she hated showing it to the world that did not care, not once about her broken soul.
the days of hopelessness will pass away, for i know the sun will shine, on the leaves of grass melting all the snow that caused them harm; the smell of joy will return with smiles with all the dreams for a new beginning, in the fields of crops in the rivers of forests over the green valleys to the lonely streets of Winter’s residance.
Everytime you come to me to hold me within your arms, to love me the way you do, to show me that I’m loved, I feel like my veins have got a new rain of blood, running through my every organ, every single cell within my body. As my whole being has found new strength and hope. You give life to me. You give meaning to my life and for the days ahead when I’m losing hope, when I do not like myself for who I am. But when you leave, I swear I feel like dead, as if I was never born. Never known what life is. Without you I’m hopeless body of nothing.
the woods are lonely like I am here today lonely within my self without the real me while the woods have one another to hold each other in times of need I have none by my side not even my own self the woods never chase sunrays even when they are lonely in darkness while I have lost myself in chasing all the things that I never wanted…
in my days of teenage i held you within me with a silent love that you didn’t feel and i kept on loving you day by day while you never felt it back my little heart became filled with a love so pure where dreams travelled all day long making moons and stars decorating a house of love